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Katsu's blog - must be the medicine.

Tue, 15 Dec 2009 12:00:00 +0000

first time in a great while something like this happened. the tears don't stop flowing. first it was a song, not a really significant one, but as I was listening, it made me think back. second was a music video, that I really like. finally feat. u-kiss by brave brothers. for some reason, even when the song just started, the lyrics showing up on the screen, were making my eyes water. in the end, I couldn't control them. the song didn't even have to do with me. maybe it did in the past, but I believe I let that go already. then was a text. that I sent long time ago.

after those three in a row, the tears aren't stopping. srsly, must be all the medication I've been taking.

Sho's blog - badass fight music

Mon, 23 Nov 2009 10:02:00 +0000

Justice theme (Guilty Gear XX) - Meet Again (Ishiwatari Daisuke)

Sephiroth vs. Cloud (Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children) - Advent One Winged Angel (Uematsu Nobuo)

Champion theme (Pokemon D/P) - Battle! Champion (Masuda Jun'ichi)

Megaman.EXE in N1GP (Megaman Battle Network III) - N1 Battle (Aoki Yoshino)

U-1 vs. Gregorio Siegfried Wilhelm III (Gitarooman) - Tainted Lovers (COIL)

trying to think of more. still haven't gone through the many games I've played over the years, these are the ones that just pop into mind.

Katsu's blog - things recently.

Sat, 14 Nov 2009 05:59:00 +0000

Well, this could be a bit of rant so beware. First of all, I don't mind people calling me whatever nicknames I may get because it's all in good fun. It's not a bad thing, and no harm is meant to be done. Second, I've been getting pretty pissed when people call whatever I do gay when I hardly say the same about they do. I dress the way I do because I like it. It's different and if you don't like it, then yeah, I understand, but people don't have to fucken criticize me everyday in a negative way. It wasn't much of a problem before, I was used to it, but it's just been getting too excessive. Just because it's different from what you've seen in everyday life in Hilo or it's not how you dress, doesn't mean that everyone's going to dress/act like you. I tease people, but I understand where they're coming from, especially if they're not from here. I, myself, am from Hilo, but my background is mostly Asian. I'm like a borderline between local and asian I think...somewhere in between. So just back off and I'm not pointing fingers, it's more than just a few people. It's more towards the entire community that can't see this lol. I told you, it's a rant, had to blow off steam. So don't take any offense. Ahhh, there's a lot more I wanna say, but I'll leave it for another time, I want to eat.

Sho's blog - great day

Sun, 06 Sep 2009 12:31:00 +0000

despite the terrible stiff neck I had to deal with all day (and night), there was a lot of great things going on today. Parts in the mail, house being cleaned, projects being finished, eating good food and having an awesome time with lots of great friends....can't get much better than this. Just wish everyone could have days like this more often, as it seems everyone is stressing over an increasing amount of things as time goes on.

Sho's blog - finally...

Fri, 10 Jul 2009 01:50:00 +0000

D.C is back! Finally, after two long weeks of troubleshooting, devising workarounds, and endless holy-shit-good-thing-I-made-backups moments...it's back, and better than ever!

To those of you that tried to visit D.C just to find an error spat at you, I apologize. Hopefully things like this can be avoided in the future.

Thanks to Vejida for helping out server-side in his busy schedule. Hopefully things will smooth out from now.

やったぜ！

Sho's blog - Insomnia

Fri, 19 Jun 2009 13:39:00 +0000

내가 달리는 길은 Love Love Love Love
허나 그 길엔 온통 덫 덫 덫 덫
피할 수 없는 함정은 맘의 겁 겁 겁 겁
마치 늪처럼 용기를 삼켜 점점..

난 작아져 사라져가는 얼굴의 밝은 표정
내 고백에 등돌린 채 외면할 까봐
자꾸 두려워

바늘 같은 걱정을 베고서
오지 않는 잠을 청하고
꿈보다 더 생생한 네 생각 때문에
끝내 밤을 새워

Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah

너라는 곳을 향해 외로워도 가는 길
Love Love Love Love
몇 번을 넘어져도 일어서 갈 테지
But But But But
잠마저 못 들도록
너를 보다 걸려든 병 병 병 병
네 사랑 갖지 못하면 나을 수 없지 영영..

영원토록 죽도록 너의 허락만 기다리고
몇 년이든 몇 생애든 너를 위해 존재하겠지만

바늘 같은 걱정을 베고서
오지 않는 잠을 청하고
꿈보다 더 생생한 네 생각 때문에
끝내 밤을 새워

Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah

ah.. 불타는 이 사랑..
그리움에 지쳐 내리는 비 같은 눈물에
젖어도 식지 않는걸..

매일 입술을 물고서 오지 않는 잠을 청하고
꿈보다 더 생생한 네 생각 때문에
끝내 밤을 새워

Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah

Sho's blog - だから

Fri, 22 May 2009 23:14:00 +0000

how far are you going to go before realizing you've left someone behind?

Sho's blog - food for thought

Mon, 18 May 2009 05:14:00 +0000

Quote

"A Hacker is any person who derives joy from
discovering ways to circumvent limitations."
-- Bob Bickford, rab@well.sf.ca.us, 1986

Don't be fooled by media-inspired connotations, anyone into engineering or computer science is a hacker. But what about poetry, art, film or music? They fit the description too. Poets, artists, filmmakers/photographers and musicians all make their living by doing something they love, which is going beyond the constraints of their equipment, materials and/or language. A good song is more than the sum of all its parts, as is a well-done painting or award-winning movie.

People are so scared of hackers because of what they hear, these hackers are not hackers so much as digital bullies, no different from troublemakers in the analog world. The way Bob Bickford puts it though, is that most if not all of our heroes and role models are hackers in that sense. It may not be the definition, but it goes to show how much unnecessary influence the media has on us, and how they usually ruin a perfectly good thing because of a single negative connotation. For example, Bittorrent is looked down upon as stuff only copyright infringers use to share illegally obtained software or multimedia. The inconvenient truth is that Bittorrent is the best filesharing protocol; it's being used by pirates because of that. Bittorrent itself is not to blame, it's the users who use it illegally and bring negative attention to the tools they use (torrents) make the uninformed have a bad first impression, and never bother to find out the truth.

Have you been affected in this way by the media? Allowed their 'coverage' to bias yourself towards something you aren't familiar with? After realizing this myself, I try to make informed decisions on whether or not to support/condemn something. You'd be surprised, in this day and age where technology is advancing so quickly, how quickly people jump to conclusions based on information from only one (not completely reliable) source that has to 'dumb down' its broadcasts so everyone can understand it. The problem with dumbing down is that sometimes the result is...well, dumb.

That's all for my early morning thought. Now I have five hours before I have to get up to take DJ to work so I'll end it here...

Sho's blog - good times

Tue, 21 Apr 2009 11:18:00 +0000

I am fucking tired of this shit. I shouldn't even concern me and yet I find myself losing sleep over it. Fuck! Pissed off over so many things, everything is starting to irritate me. Fuck this situation, fuck this dramas, fuck this stupid turn of events. Fuck this idiotic, moronic, stupid, meaningless, wasteful, bothersome, pointless, tiring shit. Don't fucking bother me until I cool off or I will probably snap again.

Sho's blog - 感謝

Mon, 20 Apr 2009 10:01:00 +0000

笑ってくれる支えてくれる　励ましてくれる大事な人へ

何気ない日々　この毎日
今こうしてここに生き　やらなきゃならないことも
なかなか出来ないことも　そりゃたくさんあるけど
いつでも頑張ってこう　それも周りの笑顔に励まされたお陰だよ

なんだかんだ言ったってやっぱ　ホント感謝それがアンサー
かけがえない友達・家族　ともに心地よく過ごす
今があって皆があって　Bad Dayだって笑ってられる
たまらずに涙を　流すほどにありがとう

笑ってくれる支えてくれる励ましてくれる大事な人へ
今送るこの気持ちを　忘れずにいつも

他人の前では意地悪ばっかり　でも二人ならいつでも優しい
口ゲンカは負けてばっかり　毎回最後はあっさり笑ったり
たまにはオシャレして出掛けたり　けどワガママで迷惑かけたり
どんな時も見守ってくれるあなたに包まれてる

だからあなたにもありがとう　今さら照れくさいけど
一人で迷い込んだトンネルも　一緒なら光のこぼれる方へ
忙しくても疲れていても　「おやすみ」と電話をしてくれる
その小さな優しさがいつも嬉しいから

笑ってくれる支えてくれる励ましてくれる大事な人へ
今送るこの気持ちを　忘れずにいつも

たまにすれ違ったり意地を張りあったり素直になれへんけど
結局やっぱめっちゃ大事やから　これからもよろしくねと心から

当たり前でも当たり前じゃない　生きている今に感謝してたい
いつまでも『幸せ』だと　あなたに伝えたい

笑ってくれる支えてくれる励ましてくれる大事な人へ
今送るこの気持ちを　忘れずにいつも

今日明日も明後日も　そうみんなで笑ってよう
どんなときも変わらない　絆を信じよう
今日明日も明後日も　そう一緒に歩いてこう
もう何が起こってもなんとかなりそう

ありがとう